I GOT ACCEPTED INTO NTU: PHYSICS/APPLIED PHYSICS! (:
so happy! thought I waited so long for nothing.
came home from school (I went to collect my sgc) and my daddy told me I have a letter from ntu. "it's very thin" hinting that it might be the same as what I received from nus and SMU - a rejection letter. but then I saw PHYSICS/APPLIED PHYSICS in bold once I opened the letter! luckily I didn't just tear up the letter and dumped it in the bin without opening haha! THANK GOD! IMMA HAPPY GIRL! (:

here I was bored at work. decided to check my nus online status only to find out that they rejected me ):
I already received my SMU rejection letter a few weeks ago. was pretty dejected. I mean, who won't? nus online appeal facility is not available yet. now I can only sit and wait. it's weird how you're told that you can't have smth when you already knew you might not have it can make you feel so bad. I don't like this feeling of being on the edge of falling over. like I don't know what I can do if I don't get into a university.

today is such a bad and cold and sick and busy and lazy and worrying and.. okay let's start from the top.

first it's a rainy day. that explains alot already isn't it? rainy days are bad. make floors wet and make us cold and moody and lazy and..

second, my daddy and my youngest brother are both having high fever. 39.0 degrees Celsius. you know the feeling when you just feel like you could split into 2 so that you can do 2 things at a time? yeah that's how I feel. I wish I could take care of my daddy and my brother at the same time. I want to accompany my daddy to the hospital and yet I want to bring my brother to the clinic. in the end my daddy say he'll make his way to the hospital himself. so now (2:51pm) I'm stuck waiting at the clinic with my brother. it's only at no. 12 and my (his) number is 32. GREAT. why are there always so many people at the clinic on Mondays!

that pretty much summarized my day till now. hopefully no more drama and problems pop up. I like my life simple. I don't like worries. gives me white hair and wrinkles.

p.s. STILL WAITING for my university acceptance letter. WHERE IS IT?!

I am freaking worried! have not receive my university acceptance letter and it's already MAY. gosh. most already received theirs. where the hell is mine??

TIME LACK!

I had a nightmare yesterday. I never want that nightmare to come true, not even a near Deja Vu feeling.

anyways, 15 more days till school reopen, which means MID-YEAR EXAM! argh.. time is running out. haven't finish studying yet. now I really understand the meaning of 'so much to do, so little time'. seriously, how to finish studying 40 odd chapters for MYE leh?
and I wanna pass all subjects somemore. at least that's what Mr Kwek hope to see from last time's talk. I guess I can only try my best already..

young alumni polaris programme is ending soon. I have 2 more sessions. postpone ytd's session because I wasn't prepared for it. so I told my alumni that I'll make up during last week of June holidays. he went overseas so I can't have make-up session this week and Saturday there's another session. so.. most probably last week of holidays bahh.

listening to 'Don't Want An Ending' by Sam Tsui. I love his voice! and he quite good-looking eh :D
this song describe June holidays very well, I DON'T WANT IT TO END! I need more time..

went for hair cut today.
no idea why I ask the person to cut short my hair. I just wanted to trim a bit and layer it. in the end, he cut till it's almost shoulder length ): and it's frizzy now.
I asked him to trim, he ask me how much, so I anyhow point. then he say that's 2 inches and that's not trim. I thought 2 inches was okay, so I told
him to cut. but his 2 inches seem like 6 inches.
I asked for layer but my hair doesn't seem layered. and I wanted to cut slant fringe, in the end.. I don't know what it is now.
that person's attitude wasn't very good in the first place. but he seem to be nicer to another lady who was there to highlight her hair. wth?!
ahhhh.. just hope my hair grow back soon. it just look crappy now. omg I miss my hair ):